oh so great.

ok so you finally said it. admit it. yeah oh great. just great. i dont even know what i want to feel. i think you deserve my love but i dont know whether it should be all. i dont know if i should submit to the devil. you asking me these questions and telling me stuff..you just makes it worst. and when you finally realize, i dont know how to deal with it. i secretly yearns for you to realize it but yet im not willing to forgive and forget. i want to but my heart just dont allow me to. i dont know.why isit lyk that? i didnt cry when you send me that msg. i cried in school. all the tears were yours. or maybe im just too tense up and have to release the flow. i dont know how to feel. im saying too many dont knows but i really dont know. i need help but i cant turn to toto. i really need support and someone to hear me out but it will not be you. i cannot tell you the truth. i dont want to hurt you more than your alr hurt. it pains me. or does it? i dont know. i really dont know. the inner turmoil within me is rolling. yes i know you love me. great. its time you reciprocate it you know. tell me what to feel. i think we need to talk. not only you and me. everyone must sit down and talk.